POSTDICTION

Destiny called when I needed you the most. You were there, touching my face when tears gave in to gravity’s pull.  But you left me yet again Nilofer, and I haven’t dreamed about you since that day.

At least I know what terrifies me now; the possibility of finding happiness without you.  I know I should accept the distance confined by this wall, but it will never feel right. 

All I do is remember the details in your face, and try to touch them with my sight.  It’s not the perfection I get when multiplying your voice times pi, but it’s the best I can do to dissect this. Then again, I’m trapped in time, and I don’t want to leave, unless you help me out.